Screw this stupid relationship. I am SO tired of being treated poorly. I don’t understand what it is. February 8th will be one year of being together, but I guess all things that last that long aren’t always good. It hurts really bad, but I am a strong woman. I am nearly 19 years old and I don’t need a guy to be wrapped around my heart like this right now. If everything falls out of place, it’s meant to be. I’ll take my time and wait for it. I know I can do this, I believe in myself.

Just keep going.